I have
been waiting for a long time for someone whom understand me just at the first
sight, someone whom known me better than anyone else, someone whom would give me
the answers that I craved for so long.
Maybe I
asked to much. But curiousity is thirstiest, isn’t it?
I can’t
counting how many peoples came and go, tried to open out my (limited) mind and
persuaded me, told me that they were the same as me and I needed them as I
needed my glasses.
I know
someone like you, she is bla bla bla ...
I understand what do you feel, I also feel the same bla bla bla ... You know
what? We are in one frequency bla bla bla ... We are connected in a mysterious
way bla bla bla ... Maybe this is the right time for me to meet you bla bla bla
... you name it Hon!
I’m
exhausted.
I need
more than a long conversation of the topic I already knew from internet nor the
book I finished while eating, I lost my appetite when they repeated my words as
they own it. The fact, I loathed the way they pretend I don’t know what they
are talking about, seems I watching how to serve Indomie on Youtube.
Google
has had everything, so please give me something that Google hasn’t had.
BTW, how
could they think I could trust someone just by their words or because we
connected (as they said) in mysterious way, such an accidentally meet on the
perfect time. Come on guys ...
I really
appreciated how they tried to made me felt so special, a rare items on online
games, a limited edition type or one in a million of minions. They wish me wanted
them as they wanted me, mesmerized me by a chance of discovering an astral
world that I’m not really intresting about.
Err ...
All this
time, I might always locked my lips like a silent readers on social media
timeline, always shown a little interesting to every hints that leads me into a
tricky conversations, always looking so bored to every conversation we had been
through. Because I knew, playing dumb is the quickest way to end those
meaningless conversations.
They were
there, waiting patiently for me to share my (other) mind, even sometimes they
pointly toward asking. Actually, I don’t mind as long as I want to, not because
to ... So, the problem is, I still looking for that on.